i hope my poetry doesn`t get stolen!

But, I Found this poem I wrote in the beginin` of the yeaar.

Uhmm, I can`t reallly explain much , but

I`ve been through alot in my lifetime.

&nd I`m usually a pretty happy person,

But I`m human &nd I do have those days,

When;

I jus wanna be alone.

Soo , I hope my poetry makes you smile.

Atleast realize ,

That I`m far from what everyone thinks.

P E R F E C T.

i looked in the mirror.that dreadful thing.no smiles jus frown.my fragile body so weak , so gone.no need for happiness.joy would never overcome me.i looked at that helpless girl.realizing that girl was me.discusted in myself.i turned around to walk away.but i got pulled back by god.too look over the imperfections.things i couldn`t fix.flawless was somethin` i should be .but not even the prettiest girl was perfection.i`m the girl who can hold a smile.and noone will believe that i`ve been hurt.the flawless world people think i live in.what a fantasy world.not even me ,that wannabe perfect girl.can be flawless like they think.pain is always announced in my body.hurt & frustration taken out on others who don`t deserve it.i stare in that mirror .pain , hate , anger , life .flashing between my eyes.refixing the pieces i then seen .wat they all finally seen.a girl who they consider a perfect life .that girl was finally me.

©-Laura ; 2OO9