Why?

okay.

This jus urks the hell out of me.

Why do boys act like girls that aren`t toothpick`d size are good enuff?

I`m not downin` skinny girls cus some of my bestfriends that i adore are small.

But I mean , why do most magazines since hell forever.

make it seem that only small size`d people r gonna be happy.

Like I don`t understand that at all.

It`s so sad when I`ve talk`d to dudes.

"If only you were smaller"

like wtf, don`t tell me i`m insecure.

becus honestly it`s you becuse your afraid too have me as your chick or w.e

Shit like this jus pisses me off.

But , i`m not trippin` and noone else should either.

fuckk everyone has a soulmate.

they may not come around right when you want them.

But ,

they`ll be there sooner than later.

Honestly.

I don`t want too fall inlove.

Unless i know the dudesi s really there for me.

not for jus certain things.

I want a dude too love me for me.

not give a fuck what a size i wear.

or how i look at certain times.

hell , love is soo fucking confusing,

media is a pain 2.

I wonder if it`d be different if they had more plus size models modeling in magazines ,

then regular size`d models.

like 50/50

would society be different?

Picturee of me from trip 2 orlando

i got bored.

Shouts too my LV ENT fambam!

822O9

O822O9

O821O9

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Soo!

I bassically , jus took random ass pics of myself.

Becus --IDK lmaoo.

But I hadda nice little vacation,

I`m actually ready to go too school.

Surprisingly crazy right?

Mayb its just becus I`mma senior.

andd-- school`s almost overr.

But yah , I hope yu guys like the pictures.

Comments ; which outfit did u like better.

well -- time too goo shoppin` with my mom befor escuela starts!

ilyyall.

Lala`s out [=

Sneakers I reccomend , 1st round

Any one that know`sz me.

Know`sz I pretty much adore kicks

I love love love !

Nike Dunksz , Blazers , Jordans -- a couple .

But I`m really only messin` with Nikes-- mostly.

--THESE! I`m looking for , but I have yet found em.

I`m not too big of a fan on Aeroflights , but the colors.

I adore !

--Honestly.. what do I see in these Air Digs.

I don`t know , but Im into bright ass color`d kicks.

AND these appeal`d too me,but when I seen em in the store.

They didn`t stand out as much as they did on sneakerhead.com

--BUY THESE! I bought mine at Finish Line, a few weeks back.

THA whole TRUE FLIGHTS line , are AMAZING,

Hadn`t boughten A pair of jordans since xmas of o7 lol.

but yes , the neon color green , n the pain spallters - bomb buy [-

--I`ve actually thought about buyin these,

I LOVE these Forces.

The metalic , and purple is amazing match , but.

Its a little too much purple.

but I think they`d be worth if u love purple.

--There`s are actually quite old , came out prolly 4 months aqo,

but I`M still looking for these , I may jus have too order em off sneakerhead.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE these 6.O`s , oh the colors , and they look extremly comfortable.

definite buy !

Well , that`s about it for now folks ! Def think these shoes are worth buying, they`re rarely cheap , well not cheap , but compared to 1oo dollar shoes , theses are worth the money !

<3!

i hope my poetry doesn`t get stolen!

But, I Found this poem I wrote in the beginin` of the yeaar.

Uhmm, I can`t reallly explain much , but

I`ve been through alot in my lifetime.

&nd I`m usually a pretty happy person,

But I`m human &nd I do have those days,

When;

I jus wanna be alone.

Soo , I hope my poetry makes you smile.

Atleast realize ,

That I`m far from what everyone thinks.

P E R F E C T.

i looked in the mirror.that dreadful thing.no smiles jus frown.my fragile body so weak , so gone.no need for happiness.joy would never overcome me.i looked at that helpless girl.realizing that girl was me.discusted in myself.i turned around to walk away.but i got pulled back by god.too look over the imperfections.things i couldn`t fix.flawless was somethin` i should be .but not even the prettiest girl was perfection.i`m the girl who can hold a smile.and noone will believe that i`ve been hurt.the flawless world people think i live in.what a fantasy world.not even me ,that wannabe perfect girl.can be flawless like they think.pain is always announced in my body.hurt & frustration taken out on others who don`t deserve it.i stare in that mirror .pain , hate , anger , life .flashing between my eyes.refixing the pieces i then seen .wat they all finally seen.a girl who they consider a perfect life .that girl was finally me.

©-Laura ; 2OO9

Let`sz Try This Again !

Welp. I had a blog http://lalanicolee.blogspot.com/ but my stoopid self forqot tha info to that gmail account , so I`ve made another onee. So allow me too reintroduce myself. They Kall Me

Laura Nicole,

But You can call Me Lala,

It`s Nice 2wo meet you aswell.

I`m a 17 year old senior.

SneakerSkinniesMusicSidekickGod -- addict.

I`m drug free , sweeties its tha way to be.

I`ll be posting,

MuiscKicksMy poetry&songsDrama I go too

&nd anything else that xcites me.

Soo welcome to my world;my life.

have a good day sweeties !

=] ;

Lauraa Nicoleee.